Monday, February 13, 2023

Gay Sex and Fantasies!

        I am Bisexual, but at this moment in time I Feel WAY more Gay than Heterosexual! I Love being a Beta Bitch Sissy Faggot for Gorgeous Alpha Males with Big Hard Cocks! I LOVE Sucking Cocks, I LOVE being Fucked in the Ass, but, BEST of all is drinking Hot, Fresh, Delicious thick white Semen, in my Mouth! I also Love being watched ESPECIALLY by Women! I Love being called a Faggot, it gets me Aroused! I'm a Beta Fairy Faggot Bitch!

The 1st time I Sucked Cock was on my 13th Birthday 1962! I went out to see what the 3 brothers from up the street were up to. At the end of our street was a large field. Not too from the end of our street in the field were 3 large sections of Concrete pipes, we would make forts out of them! I went up to the one that had a black plastic tarp over it, I heard my Best Friend Bobby (the oldest of the 3 Brothers) say to come in so I did! He asked me if I anted to play with his Dick and I said Fuck yeah and got Instantly hard! We both got Naked at at started fondling each other, Bobby had a Large Cock a little bigger than mine! I took him in hand and started to Jack him off I leaned down and took half of his Cock into my Mouth, which made me shoot my Load in Bobbies hands he started moaning loudly as I bobbed my head up and down on his Cock I am TRULY enjoying Sucking Bobbies Cock! As I was Sucking his Cock his younger brother comes in and joins in and starts to Suck my Cock as he is Sucking me off the brother that is my age comes in and put his hard Cock in Bobbies face

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

I LOVE SATAN!

I have been Worshipping Satan for a year now! I shall be on the Left Hand Path for the rest of my days! I am studying, and have learned much in the last year, although it is at times difficult sorting through the information, like, is this particular piece of information an opinion or Historical fact, and some I have to take with a grain of salt! This I have learned, and believe beyond a shadow of a doubt, and that is Satan is NOT the bad guy! God is the bad guy, he is NOT all Loving, Fascists are incapable of Love, they don't even Love themselves! I believe that god is WAY more Evil than Satan, and if you don't believe that, just look at the Murder rate of god in the bible, god is THE Greatest Mass Murderer in recorded history! Satan only Murdered 10, and some of those were ordered by god, so they don't count! Make no mistake about it, SATAN is the God of this World and the ONLY God! SATAN is my Lord God, SATAN is my Father, and SATAN is my Savior! 










Monday, September 20, 2021

My Journey to My God Satan

I was raised in a Religious household growing up. My father although not an Ordained Minister was asked to preach quite often. I have NEVER felt the presence of god, xhrist, OR the holy spirit in me EVER! As a kid I did a lot of bad things, mind you, I am not blaming Satan for those things, I take responsibility for my actions! But I do believe that Satan touched me in the womb! I believe that he knew that I was going to be the son of a Preacher, and I believe he Loves corrupting the progeny of Religious men! Like I said I take responsibility for the bad things I did as a kid, but I believe that Satan gave me a nudge in certain directions! In my early 20's I took an interest in Satanism and Demonology for a time! I purchased The Satanic Bible and read it, but it didn't impress me very much, so i lost interest in the subject. Now I am going to fast-forward to the present day. Approx. 11 months ago, I had just finished smoking a bowl of weed, and was sitting there enjoying the high, and I started thinking about my past, and came to the realization that I have been doing Satan's work for quite some time, 60+ years! As I said earlier I have NEVER felt anything in me that one would consider Religious! So I gave myself mind, body, heart, and Soul to Satan, and renounced and rejected my xhristian upbringing, what little there was! I have FULLY embraced Satan as my Lord God, Father, and Savior! A few months after this I decided that I want to be a Witch! So, I am educating my self in Satanism, and Witchcraft! I am going to be a Lunar Witch! I have had some mind-boggling signs that stepping on to the Left Hand Path was a very good decision! I want to share the most mind-blowing event that happened to me. I am a night Owl, always have been. One night I was watching some late night TV, and during a commercial break I got up and went into the backyard to get some night air. While I was out I looked up at the sky and saw a contrail from Jet, a few minutes later I looked up again and saw another Jet contrail crossing the first one forming an X. I didn't think anything of it at the time. The next morning while watching a morning political show (I need to say, that it was NOT FOX news), they just came back from a commercial break and they always show various shots of the New York skyline and in this particular shot amidst the lights was an extremely clear X, and I remembered the X from the previous night, and thought that's interesting! Later that same day I was in the backyard again (my backyard is my happy place, I spend a lot of time there) I saw a line in the dirt it looked like someone had drawn it with a stick. I collect stones from our property, and I continued on around to the side of the house looking for stones. When I came back Approx. 10 minutes later I looked again at the line in the dirt and my eyes practically flew out of my skull, there in the dirt was Another line crossing the first line forming an X. Both lines, by the way, looked as if they had been drawn with a straight edge! In a little over 12 hours I have seen 3 X's! Went back into the house and sat on the couch pondering this, and decided to see what my Runes had to say about this! So, I grabbed my bag of Runes stuck my hand in and gave them a good mix and latched on to one and pulled it out! Before I continue, I need to let you knowa couple of things! My number in numerology is 7, it comes up 7 whether I use my nickname Gary, or my full first name Garret coupled with my last name, both are 7! Even my birth date comes up a 7! My first initial is a G which is the 7th letter of the alphabet! So, as I said, I latched on to a Rune and pulled it out of the bag, and it was an X! The X Rune is the 7th Rune and its corresponding letter from the alphabet is G! I look upon this incident as a CLEAR sign that I am on the right path! Since then I have been gifted with feathers on four occasions, and I have also received other signs as well, although not as mind-boggling as the X's! I am a Bisexual Crossdresser! I use the Aleister Crowley Thoth Tarot deck as an Oracle as well! Most of the readings I have done on myself have pointed VERY clearly to my Femininity, and have also given me signs that I am on the right path! I will continue with my studies in Witchcraft and Theistic Satanism! I want to thank you for taking time to read this Bio, and understanding where I am coming from! Hail Lord God Satan!